Nobody supported us and it is time to admit it openly to ourselves. After the outbreak of the war, the petersburg-novegradian intelligentsia openly took anti-kremlin positions, dividing into democrat-smostijniks and mere bourgeois democrats. Strongly condemning the militaristic-colonial policy Moscow, we boldly crossed the Rubicon….. However, when we reached the new shore, it suddenly turned out that all the laboring people of petersburg-novegradians had remained on the other shore and were asking us with cynical bewilderment։”Why? Why did you do it?”, to which we said to them: ”Why! Why did YOU do that?!” It turned out that only a few people followed us… The rest of the charco-shkvarniks swamp, didn’t even think of moving towards the Rubicon….. Well, we are obliged to say out loud that the petersburg-novegrad ethnical society has shown that all it is capable of is to grovel on its knees before Moscow and the Kremlin. “You are not humans, you are slaves!” – said the knight Lancelot to those whom he tried to free by killing the Dragon… Zviat Gamsakhurdia, as is well known, was a nationalist, but the majority of us, at least 95 percent, on the contrary, were deeply anti-nationalistic, but at the same time, with the same holiness and fanaticism, we believed in freedom and democracy as the main, fundamental principle of human thinking, like Gamsakhurdia, we believed that our region was capable of something much greater than standing on its knees like silent cattle before the Kremlin, knee-deep in blood and dirt, bleating something completely pitiful, incoherent and unreasonable;every time, in a servile, contemptuous manner, answering “I am very grateful, your Excellency” to any, even the most disgusting vomit, sent down to us from Moscow. Well, we have all been cruelly mistaken, the people have made their choice, the workers and the middle class have criminally remained silent when the intelligentsia expected the most decisive action from them. “Beware, D՛Artagnan, for from this moment on no one will give a penny for your life…” – so says one of the phrases of Cardinal Richelieu, uttered by him after another game of chess… Gamsakhurdia has never forgiven the georgian people for their pro-kremlin choice, rejected by their own people, he was cruelly mistaken in his mono-ethnic vision of Georgia, and as a result he made a lot of mistakes, but what he was not mistaken about was that no sovereign democracy will ever be built in friendship with Moscow, and here I agree with him all 100%. I have nothing more to say to my ethno-social group and its labor class, except that you really deserve your slaves choice, this ugly chernosotniks dictatorship and endless repression. Except for those who flee this system, fundamentally disagreeing with all its cannibalistic, basic principles of being, making instead a clear choice towards democracy and the rule of law; everyone who really fights against the kremlin’s chernossotniks policies will always receive honor and respect from me. But, as we know, there are only a few of them, as a percentage of the rest of the roseyanskaya cattle-mass. I don’t feel sorry for you from now on. Go on without me. Yes, an emigrant has a difficult fate, but at least when I look myself in the mirror I can calmly say: “Dude, don’t sweat it, you’ve done your best.” “Family is a place where you are loved, appreciated, understood and always ready to accept and listen to whatever happens․ – that’s how I wrote my essay in the sixth grade, on the topic “what is family”. Recently, my Big Family is the Republic of Armenia and it really means a LOT to me.
Farewell, unwashed Russia,
Land of slaves, land of masters,
And you, blue uniforms,
And you, people, ‘obedient to them.
Perhaps beyond the ridge of the Caucasus,
I will hide from your overlords,
From their all-seeing eye,
From their all-hearing ears.
Mikhail Yurievich Lermontov, 1841.
Freedom for freedom fighters, slavery for renegades and cowards. Go to hell, creatures, I don’t want to know you anymore! Slaves of Tsarism! There will be no compromise, even in the face of Armageddon! À la guerre, comme à la guerre! We’ll see who bends their knees at whose bootstraps in the end! Bastards.
We have completely repeated the fate of the anti-bolshevik political opposition and the russian intelligentsia, those who left the USSR after 1917; never heard by the russian working class, we had to leave Russia and go abroad and dissolve there among the local peoples. This is our fate and we must simply accept it, whatever happens next in the country where we were born and grew up, we will have no influence on anything, because the population has rejected us, we are too radical for them…
Kamrad MJSW